I'm in the darkest place I think ever been You can see from the on my face I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why have you me? All alone, you make it to believe
I'm in the place And I don't mean this jail In my mind there's a space in an even darker cell
You got to see it to believe true That's why it's so hard to in you real, but you got to have faith But I where you were when I needed you
When that girl was telling lies in the With her on the bible, where was the lightning? The great vengeance, furious anger that L.J. made sound so
She to poison a brother And I mean it in a biblical sense, not a way She succeeded to that brother It's deep, you can make a fool battle out of
She just did it for the for the cash, eh? I bet she's in it now she's famous You think that's fair considering I got to deal with man who want to a new anus
So you save up a months worth of And trade them for a shank along with your And you take a man's life your make-shift Knife 'cause this you, messed up your brain is
I'm in the darkest place I I've ever been You can see the scars on my face I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why have you me? All alone, you it hard to believe
Are you real or a Is there a heaven or just an Sometimes I if you even exist 'Cause if you do then you're the piss
I don't this, why are you torturing me, God? We both know something ain't here It's been two whole I killed that man and I'm still having nightmares
It was self defense But try that to my conscience My in a real bad way But even when I you, you ignore me like it's nonsense
I was being on a daily basis I had to do And it weren't like you going to intervene At any 'cause you never do nothing
I thought you'd sent me an angel When the second man tried put the cut in And got stabbed instead, but now I That was just in my head, not the hole that I'm in
'Cause if he was an angel you sent He wouldn't be in this jail with me out his wings and fly Get out of hell hole quickly
That's how I you're a fake That's how I know a lie That's how I know a made-up Fictional character lives in the sky
Yeah, all just a con all just a scam God ain't It's just a
I'm in the darkest You can see from the scars on my Ooh,
I'm in the darkest place I think I've been You can see from the on my face I'm not I'm supposed to be All alone, why you forsaken me? All alone, you make it to believe
I'm in the darkest place I I've ever been You can see the scars on my face I'm not I'm supposed to be All alone, why have you me? All