I've never tasted tears like these And though are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But blew a kiss and with his breath Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and from the I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I because I know something ends so that this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who never had been But whom I wrote about and set From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I my life to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't care he couldn't for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night When torment after torment my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my was my only goal Until the day I to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the away For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that holy Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the space where I hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is born in tear Past years of memories I long to A future that I long for and fear really was no question when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who gave me time to make my choice But my will his own with each caress For once and once I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had for all these years And no true in all the world could match The sense of someone with my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in this of my design So much of me my muse had thus That in my no star was seen to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or carried of music in the beams my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know full well I am meant to do But at night when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to my name Once as it should have always been Id wait still but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It might not hurt this much to say But there is something tragic in scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I would never mend The truth that shattered my The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the pain is always For only pain can me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears these before And yes, they are the saddest I have