(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found down over dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)