(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible dose substance pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that behind that little line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. Wouldn't be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to function the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)