If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd I'm try'na holla at you. And I am but, You hear me out anyways would you?
Rather lose love than to move on never knowing it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me goin' that road. made of stone, Far from home, woman you cold. Every that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm here but I can't skate. sink, cant breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could all these tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her father so, so She dont have a with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who run, but you run away from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She see in me, what i see in her. pain she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that ya. The irony in that is that I aint't even that, but you put it pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just me that I ever meant anything, Or that you ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I channel my with no cable or antenna, intentions to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I can drive you out of this frame of mind. with such a ugly in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a couple more in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures these sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont know how to on, Where I wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......