If I told you I to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out would you?
Rather lose love than to on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far from home, Black you cold. Every problem that you ever had with another man I face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. to your friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, Nothing I'ma do is work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, keep on moving and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I i could live with no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her father so, so She have a problem with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She see in me, what i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that ya. The irony in that is I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me that I meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression with no or antenna, Just intentions to you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a you... Cars, nothing I drive can you out of this frame of mind. with a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you shine anyways. And that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is better the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, I could share all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I know how to move on, I went wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......