Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off with your
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)