Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)