Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)