Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)