Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But don't you place the on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on we took this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think it'd make us close (nope) away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it 'Cause you even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight Well no matter the cost And if the plane goes Or if the crew wake me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I say goodbye cruel world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life