Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the fuck my dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight Well no what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My will carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say cruel world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new