Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that make us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, never meant far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One thing I never was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And one has met their grandma Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
I want a new One a cause So I'm home tonight Well no matter the cost And if the plane goes Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life