My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume beat right after "thunder" noise
Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!