My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to Remember we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to what saying in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!