My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I don't like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!