My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling to help your ass from off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and girlfriend need each other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!