My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd volume with beat right after "thunder" noise
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad - I just think FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!