My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what call her? I'ma name her I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from off the walls when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your need each other or you just need to treat her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!